13
Jun

The Home as a Political Statement

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Our home of activism got noticed again by the Los Angeles Times.  They ran a story about homes that make a political statement.  I like that the story was book ended by two positive stories – ours and Sun Son’s.  The one in the middle of the story got more ink because it was more controversial and negative.

I liked the lead photo too:

and its caption:

Maddie Gavel stands in front of the Pasadena house she shares with Patrick Briggs. The couple took the city to court for the right to hang banners with political or social messages at home, all year round. (Patrick Briggs / June 7, 2010)

Our part of the story started in 2005 with this.  The lawsuit which the ACLU (American Civil Liberties Union) brought against the City of Pasadena on our behalf defended our freedom of speech as guaranteed under the US Constitution.  The introductory statement of the legal document submitted to the United States District Court – Central District of California summarizes the issue succinctly.

INTRODUCTORY STATEMENT
3. The First Amendment embraces the principle that political signs placed on
residential property that express views on controversial issues uniquely fulfill a core
function of our democracy to reflect and animate change in the life of a community.
Whether on lawns or in windows, residential signs, perhaps more than any other
medium of speech, unmistakably signal the residents’ support for particular
candidates, parties or causes. The quintessentially personal message communicated,
therefore, is quite distinct from that resulting from placing the identical sign
someplace else, or conveying the identical text or picture by other means, in that
residential signs instruct about the identity of the speaker. And it is quite often the
identity of the speaker that helps persuade to a particular point of view or belief.
4. Moreover, political signs placed on residential property represent an unusually
inexpensive and convenient form of communication. Particularly now, as the costs of mass
media political campaigns soar well beyond the means of the vast majority of
Americans, there will most frequently be no practical substitute for yard or window signs.
As a matter of targeting a political message to one’s neighbors, a residentialsign also
reaches that audience more efficiently than any other means.
5. This is an action for injunctive and declaratory relief to enjoin enforcement of
those provisions of the Pasadena Municipal Code that impermissibly restrict or curtail
communication of protected political speech through the medium of residential signs.
More specifically, Pasadena Municipal Code section 17.72.080 limits the size of
residential signs to one foot by one foot, barely larger than this page, so as to
effectively convert a sign into a leaflet, all but invisible from the street or sidewalk.
6. As a consequence of the challenged scheme for residential signs in the City of
Pasadena, plaintiffs Mary P. Gavel and Patrick Briggs, residents of Pasadena, have
been and continue to be prohibited from placing political two signs measuring 28
inches by 42 inches and 34 inches by 74 inches over or adjacent to a front window of
their home or on their lawn, communicating timely and urgent political messages,
“Support Cindy Sheehan” and “War starts with ‘W.’ Bush Lied. People Died.”

We didn’t start doing this kind of thing without a little history.  It was our experience in 2003 working for the Howard Dean campaign when he ran for the Democratic Party nomination which led my wife, Maddie and I to get involved politically.  That, and our wonderful faith home, All Saints Episcopal Church, which preaches a Christianity lived out through peace and social justice work.  Putting a banner up on our house seemed as natural a place as any to make a statement.  It just seemed so strange living in a neighborhood where life went on as normal while on the other side of the world our government, in our name was occupying Iraq and killing many thousands of civilians – based on a lie.

That banner, which we used in many anti-war protests:

got a lot more notice than most of the other things we and our fellow Pasadena citizens have done on behalf of peace and social justice.  Many times there has been a need for people in our community to see that life must not go on as normal.  There are things going on in our country and outside of our country that really require all of us to start paying attention and getting involved.  Who else but us can hold our elected leaders accountable?

I often hear people say, “those politicians” as if they are something disconnected with us – regular folk.  I hear others express their hatred or disgust with the government.  None of us should forget that the government is a reflection of us – regular folk.  If we delegate our responsibility to act and lead to others and then fail to hold these leaders accountable, whose fault is it when they fail us?  I often remind people that the government and society we live in is a reflection of us.  If it seems to be failing us, it’s probably because we have failed it. . . . through inaction and inattentiveness.

I was always told that I have to take responsibility for things that seem wrong.  Maddie and I both enjoy involving ourselves in community.  Experimenting with activities which help educate our neighbors, promote dialogue (and attentiveness), and, if we’re doing it right, educating ourselves in the process.  We aren’t bearers of a single truth which others should necessarily believe.  We are just making an attempt at bringing out some aspect of what is true – so that our community can be better off for it.  The banners on our house are just one part of that.

Whether it’s a banner or sign on the house or helping lead a demonstration locally against the war, or participating in local politics, these activities help keep the despair at bay when all in the world seems so beyond our ability to influence.  We hope they provide a ray of hope out there and inspire others to also feel empowered.  You can imagine what can be different if the chain of events leading from small rays of hope inspire other rays of light:

“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
It is our light, not our darkness that frightens us most.
We ask ourselves, ‘Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented and famous?’
Actually, who are you not to be?
You are a child of God.
Your playing small does not serve the world.
There is nothing enlightened about shrinking
so that people won’t feel insecure around you.
We were born to manifest the glory of God that is within us.
It’s not just in some of us; it’s in everyone.
And when we let our light shine,
we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.
As we are liberated from our own fear,
our presence automatically liberates others.”

~Marianne Williamson, American author and lecturer

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It’s interesting how incidences collide in life. I’m in the middle of reading this book – “In the End – the Beginning” by Jurgen Moltmann.

I also just finished watching “Five Minutes of Heaven” (if you’ve not seen it, don’t read too far along in the plot description) with Liam Neesen and James Nesbitt.

Here’s a trailer for it:

As you can see, this movie is about a man who committed a murder meeting the brother of the man he murdered.  Both need this meeting for differing reasons.  Finding the truth behind the act and finding some kind of reconciliation.  It was a well-executed movie but I’m not posting a movie review on it.

I’ve become more and more interested in the subject of justice and reconciliation.  Trying to understand the aspects of.  The need for justice for the victim.  The need for judgment against the perpetrator.  By our legal system, that is all there is to it.  You make the mistake, you pay the price for it.  That’s it.  That’s justice.   It’s a one-sided equation.

“Five Minutes of Heaven” doesn’t bring faith into the story but I couldn’t help but relate it there.  On one side, the victim.  On the other, perpetrator.  Neither has been a complete person for 33 years.  One suffers in the anger and rage of losing his brother and his family.  The other suffers in guilt.  The film handles this in an almost purely secular way but conveys the truly two-sided equation which justice is.

I’ve come to understand that God’s justice is rooted in something like this.  I don’t fully comprehend it but it runs along the line of thought that both the victim and the perpetrator must be made whole.  It connects to the Christian ideal of loving one’s enemy and believing in the radical transformative power of God’s justice for both parties.  With God’s justice, the victim sees judgment.  The victim also has an important role in freeing their tormentor from his/her own prison.  A prison that prevents them from being part of the community and living out a life they are truly called to live.  The victim doesn’t forget what their tormentor has done.  Neither does the perpetrator forget their crime.  Both have a chance at new beginnings however. . . if some kind of reconciliation can be achieved.

“On the side of the victims his righteousness is a righteousness that brings about justice, and on the side of the offenders a righteousness that sets them on the right path.”

The above is from Moltmann’s chapter, “Deliver Us From Evil”.  I just read this chapter tonight.  Both are important to God and should be to us too.

This coincidental timing of my reading this chapter this evening and then watching this movie tonight got my attention.  Long enough to take think, meditate(?) my thoughts through into something I could coherently and realistically make sense of.

An extreme situation of murder and how two people did deal with it offers a model for handling conflict – an achievable one – in our daily lives.  We constantly find ourselves in much smaller forms of conflict in which we feel we have been wronged or we have done the wronging.  How are we to handle them?  This movie’s story, told from a secular point of view, has very useful pointers to that end.

The model shown in the movie is far from the love-and-kisses ending and picture of reconciliation which Hollywood would be prone to make – though those stories do exist in life too, thank God!  “Loving” one’s enemy isn’t always a case of smiles-all-around.  Maybe it rarely is.  I like that realism.

I also liked that this story of justice and reconciliation could be told from a purely secular point of view.  Many can’t relate to the “flowery” language of a faith tradition, particularly a Christian one that seems to command “loving one’s enemy” without seeming to provide a lot of explanation.

Finally, the reason really for this post.  I liked the confluence of book, movie and theme tonight.  It was worth putting to post.

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18
Apr

An Easter sermon to stand up and say AMEN to!

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18
Feb

The season of Lent has begun.

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Today is Thursday, February 18th.  For the next 40 days we are in the season of Lent.  To most people that would mean giving up something because it’s some kind of just punishment to endure to show seriousness about one’s faith.

I think it is more than trying to prove how faithful one can be to one’s church tradition, at least to me.

I’ve learned over the years at All Saints Episcopal Church here in Pasadena that this is a season for looking back and rediscovering oneself.  A helpful way to concentrate the mind and the heart is to remove the normal day-to-day distractions we usually deal with.  Picking something or some things to do without in this church season is a good way to go about it.  In rediscovering oneself the opportunity presents itself to see where one has gone astray and to return to God – repent.  This “returning to God” is not about belief by the way.  I think returning to God is about putting oneself on a path that is aiding in bringing God’s love and justice into the world.  This is a season with internal work to do and, to close the circle, following through on the external work that our rediscovered true self is calling out to do.  It’s exciting to think about!

Tonight,  Ed’s sermon was about this, though appropriately focused on the internal aspect of Lent.  One of the bible lessons preceding the sermon was Isaiah 58:1-4 , 6-8.  I liked its message warning against following a faith practice in name only:

4 Look, you fast only to quarrel and to fight and to strike with a wicked fist. Such fasting as you do today will not make your voice heard on high.

It goes on to describe the fast that will get God’s attention.  One to “loose the bonds of injustice” and “to undo the thongs of the yoke, to let the oppressed go free. . .”  Read the whole passage and consider it in full context.

This is right practice – orthopraxis.  Doing something with meaningful intent.  Meaning founded in the love of God.  Specifically this is a love of God that brings justice to our respective communities.  This is as opposed to right belief – orthodoxy.  We are being warned against orthodoxy that fails to lead to right practice.

Ed’s sermon spoke to this while putting the emphasis on COMPASSION.  His inspiration was theologian and writer, Karen Armstrong and her latest efffort – Charter for Compassion.  To quote from Karen Armstrong:

“Compassion impels us to work tirelessly to alleviate the suffering of our fellow creatures, to dethrone ourselves from the centre of our world and put another there, and to honour the inviolable sanctity of every single human being, treating everybody, without exception, with absolute justice, equity and respect.”

As I’ve learned over the past ten years, one can’t work for justice without knowing something about oneself first.  I think we human beings are prone to setting out to change the world without thinking about what we really love to do.  It’s not bad to jump into the fray of this world’s multitudinous problems but a little introspection does help.  Without it, we can do more harm than good, growing resentful of the burden our justice work often imposes on us.  The theologian, Frederick Buechner gets to the heart of this issue by defining vocation this way:

“The place God calls you to is where your deep gladness and the world’s deep hunger meet.”   — from his book “Wishful Thinking

Vocation is a long topic by itself.  Suffice to say that for me, it is a vitally important part of what it means to be a human being and understanding why I am here.  Lent is the season to spend getting in touch with what God loves uniquely in each of us.  That “buried” part of ourselves which needs “excavating” from the layers of distractions this so-called real world creates . . .and we create with it.

Lent is leading us to an annual Easter renewal.  It’s a season for changing ourselves so that we can change the world.  There is meaning, happiness and life at stake!  I love this time of year!

In taking time to contemplate this beginning of Lent, my mind wandered to a “The The” song titled “Lonely Planet”.  It’s off their “Dusk” album (a favorite album of mine):

It seems like an interesting and appropriate way to close these thoughts out with the lyrics from the song below and a video below that in which you can hear the music.

LONELY PLANET

Planet Earth is slowing down
Overseas, underground
Wherever you look around
Lord, take me by the hand
Lead me through these desert sands
To the shores of a promised land

You make me start
When you look into my heart
And see me for who I really am

If you can’t change the world change yourself
If you can’t change the world change yourself

I didn’t care if the sun didn’t shine
And the rain didn’t fall from the sky
I just cared about myself
From this world to the next
And from the next back to this
By our actions we are bound
We’re running out of love
Running out of hate
Running out of space
For the human race
Planet Earth is slowing down

You make me cry
When you look into my eyes
And see me for who I really am

If you can’t change the world change yourself
If you can’t change the world change yourself
If you can’t change the world change yourself
And if you can’t change yourself …
Then change the world

I’m in love with the planet I’m standing on
I can’t stop. I can’t stop thinking of
All the people I’ve ever loved
All the people I have lost
All the people I’ll never know
All the feelings I’ve never shown
The world’s too big and life’s too short
The world’s too big and life’s too short
The world’s too big and life’s too short
To be alone … to be alone


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7
Feb

Howard Dean: a politician that doesn’t let us down.

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This should have been written back when healthcare reform was still a very real possibility.  I’ve just not made the time to post much recently.  So for the record, I’m going to post an email I sent to Ken Vogel of the online political site, Politico.  Following the letter I’ll post the article which Mr. Vogel wrote in response to mine and the input of several other DFA leaders around the country.

From: Patrick R. Briggs [mailto:pbriggs@greeneggsandham.org]
Sent: Monday, December 21, 2009 11:43 PM
To: ‘kvogel@politico.com’
Cc: ’stsmith222@aol.com’; Maddie Gavel-Briggs (mwriter@greeneggsandham.org)
Subject: DFA Pasadena, CA – Chapter Coordinator – Thoughts on Dean from Maddie and Patrick Briggs

From: Patrick R. Briggs [mailto:pbriggs@greeneggsandham.org]
Sent: Monday, December 21, 2009 11:43 PM
To: ‘kvogel@politico.com’
Cc: ’stsmith222@aol.com’; Maddie Gavel-Briggs (mwriter@greeneggsandham.org)
Subject: DFA Pasadena, CA – Chapter Coordinator – Thoughts on Dean from Maddie and Patrick Briggs


Dear Mr. Vogel,

Susan Smith is a fellow DFA’er and friend.  She suggested you might be interested in hearing from DFA leaders about Governor Howard Dean.

If you have the time, you can get a flavor of what he has meant to our community by clicking this blog link (a summary of many of the activities our group has involved itself in over the last couple of years):

This doesn’t begin to cover all the work we had done prior to 2007 when these online tools were first rolled out to us.

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My wife Maddie and I have been involved with Governor Howard Dean since 2003.

Our journey to his campaign actually began with an awakening to the importance of peace and social justice work via our faith home  in Pasadena, CA - All Saints Episcopal Church.  We had also become aware after the 2000 Presidential election that we could no longer take the status quo for granted.  These two factors made us very receptive to Governor Dean’s message in San Francisco at the California Democratic Party Convention on March 15, 2003.

Video Link – Part I

“What I want to know, what I want to know is what in the world so many Democrats are doing supporting the President’s unilateral intervention in Iraq…What I want to know is what in the world so many Democrats are doing supporting tax cuts which have bankrupted this country and given us the largest defict in the history of the United States…What I want to know is why the Democrats in Congress aren’t standing up for us joining every other industrialized country on the face of the earth and having health insurance for every man, woman and child in America

Video Link – Part II

Right there he had us.  Maddie and I were novices who had never participated in the political process, other than to vote.  We joined Meetup.com and Governor Dean’s “Dean for America” group the next day.  We spent a year of weekends in our lives working to try and get Governor Dean the Democratic Party nomination for President.  We’ve not looked back since.

Most campaigns, when they end, leave the former supporters to move onto other things.  Maybe the bitterness of losing is too much or perhaps cynicism sets in.  Not so with Governor Dean’s campaign.  That was the most unique and powerful thing (among a lot of unique qualities) about his campaign.  We kept working for his ideals.  Ideals made real in our lives every day.  He made that crystal clear when he finally ended his campaign on Feb 18, 2004 – transcript here.

“And now that the campaign is stopped, I’m going to say something that all of you have heard me say before.

But I want you to think about it now because now is the most important time that you have heard it. And this is the real message of this campaign and you’ll hear it in a different way because I am no longer a candidate.

The biggest lie that people like me tell people like you at election time is that, If you vote for me, I’ll solve your problems. The truth is the power is in your hands, not mine.

Abraham Lincoln said that a government of the people, by the people, and for the people shall not perish from this Earth. You have the power to take back the Democratic Party and make us stand up for what’s right again.”

Governor Dean inspired us to continue what he started back in early 2003.  He made it clear it was not about him but instead, about us.  Maddie and I remained involved in Democracy for America.  We advocated publically on issues we cared most about.  With the ACLU’s help, we sued the City of Pasadena to allow our freedom of political expression on our house – ACLU article is here.  We’ve led more local street demonstrations against the war in Iraq than I can count.  We’ve worked with local Moveon.org leaders with their efforts too.  We even participate in non-political community building and social justice work.

Governor Dean helped unlock something in us that demanded community and citizenship and concern for our fellow man.  He helped us to think beyond ourselves and his campaign gave us both the tools and confidence to become leaders in our community for progressive values.  Governor did this in a lasting way for thousands and thousands of people like us in this country.

That’s a side of Dean we don’t hear enough about in the press.  He has never wavered in his support of the Democratic Party.  He has spoken a lot of truth to power in Washington DC (which gets him into trouble with the Beltway Elite sometimes) but he has learned how to work within the system to respectfully influence the political process and continue to inspire us.  That’s a special gift that no other politician has given the American people.  Not even President Barack Obama has done this.

If you would like to talk more about what Maddie and I think about Governor Dean, please feel free to call either of us.  Maddie’s cell # is 626-***-****.  Mine is 626-***-****.

Regards,


Patrick

pbriggs@greeneggsandham.org

One person can make a difference, and everyone should try.
-John F. Kennedy

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The article written by Ken Vogel in response to this and other DFA leaders’ input.  Thanks to Susan Smith in Florida for asking for our input!


© 2010 Capitol News Company, LLC

The resurrection of Howard Dean
By: Kenneth P. Vogel
January 3, 2010 06:31 PM EST
After four relatively low-profile years pushing the official party line as chairman of the Democratic National Committee, Dean is once again the tribune of frustrated liberals. And after he called out President Barack Obama and his congressional allies over their concessions on health care, those close to him predict he’s just getting warmed up.

Dean’s health care stand has infuriated party leaders, who have alternately tried to marginalize him and to bring him on board. Yet at the same time, his provocative approach has re-energized the political group he founded and thrilled legions of progressive activists, many of whom were drawn to politics by Dean’s insurgent 2004 presidential campaign, then deflated when he didn’t land an Obama Cabinet post.

They have grown increasingly disenchanted with Obama’s presidency and are urging Dean to keep up the drumbeat as the health care debate heads to conference this month; to push Obama to stand more firmly with liberals on other issues; and, if the administration continues to disappoint, to consider challenging Obama in the 2012 Democratic primaries (a far-fetched scenario for which one liberal blogger recently posited Dean was “perfectly positioned”) or — if nothing else — to seek the party’s presidential nomination in 2016, when Obama could be finishing his second term.

“It’s almost like the circle has come all the way around again, and Howard Dean’s voice is leading the same charge that he started to lead in 2003,” said Joe Trippi, who ran Dean’s 2004 campaign for the Democratic presidential nomination.

In fact, Dean’s resurgence in some ways resembles his meteoric rise to national prominence as a dark-horse presidential candidate whose strident anti-war rhetoric set the left ablaze even as it made Washington Democrats uneasy. This time around, his supporters and allies say, he is even better positioned to channel liberal frustrations, given his health care bona fides. A medical doctor, Dean as governor of Vermont oversaw the creation of a universal health care program for children and pregnant women in that state. But — policy specifics aside — for many supporters, Dean’s harsh December allegations that Obama and Senate Democrats caved to big insurance companies by shelving both a public health insurance option and the Medicare expansion that replaced it – and his much-criticized assertion that “the best thing to do right now is kill the Senate bill and go back to the House and start the reconciliation process” – brought to mind his 2004 campaign pledge “to represent the Democratic wing of the Democratic Party.”

Dean did not respond to requests for comment for this story. But sources close to him said that when the health care debate concludes, he’ll likely continue pushing the White House and congressional Democrats to take liberal stances on other issues, including alternative energy, and also will stay involved with Democracy for America (DFA), the political action committee he founded and recently reconnected with.

“He is going to keep pushing the envelope on health care and some other issues,” said Dean’s brother, Jim Dean, chairman of DFA, which was created from the remnants of his brother’s presidential campaign. “Someone’s got to do it, because a lot of Obama’s core constituencies don’t feel like they’re getting paid attention to right now.”

Howard Dean “certainly subjugated a lot of stuff because he was the DNC chair,” his brother said. “But when he realized he wasn’t going to be in the administration, he was going to speak out about something, and he’s been committed to health care ever since he first ran for office.”

After Obama last January tapped close ally Tim Kaine to replace Dean at the DNC, Dean hired former DNC communications director Karen Finney as his spokeswoman and signed on as a contributor at CNBC, a strategic advisor with McKenna Long & Aldridge (a major lobbying firm for which he specializes in healthcare and alternative energy issues) and a consultant at DFA, where he participates in regular strategy sessions.

The group, which had previously focused primarily on grass-roots organizing and campaigns, mobilized in support of the public option more than it had around any other policy issue, Jim Dean said. It saw a corresponding spike in both its membership and donations and is planning to continue taking on the administration over policy issues, said Dean, explaining, “I see us constantly having to make sure that this party doesn’t fall back on its heels the way it did in the 1990s. And this health care thing wasn’t exactly a confidence builder.”

After top White House aide David Axelrod last month set into Howard Dean for trashing the latest iteration of the health care bill, DFA blasted an e-mail to its 1.2 million members declaring “Governor Dean speaks for me” and urging donations to DFA “right now to get Howard’s back and fuel our campaign for real reform.”

On a Florida progressive listserv, one poster urged readers to donate to DFA instead of the DNC, which in the days before the Senate’s pre-Christmas vote to pass health reform, urged the 13 million subscribers on Obama’s campaign e-mail list to call their senators in support of the Senate bill.

After unsubscribing from OFA and pledging to turn his efforts to DFA and another liberal PAC that supports the public option called the Progressive Change Campaign Committee, former Obama volunteer and donor Michael Hermann, a Los Angeles musician, told POLITICO: “I find the administration’s hubris in thinking they will never lose their liberal base astounding.”

Wendy Sejour, a DFA leader in Homestead, Fla., who is also active in her local Democratic Party, said “what the administration does not understand is that when they try to marginalized Dean and DFA, they insult us and dismiss our hard work. We are the foot soldiers.”

Another DFA volunteer, Patrick Briggs of Pasadena, Calif., said he scrapped plans to become more involved in OFA over what he saw as its health care capitulation. He said Dean’s salvos “reminded some of us in the movement that at least there’s someone out there in the progressive community who’s looking out for our interest.”

Dean and his supporters even seem to be relishing the broadsides he’s absorbed from liberals eager to pass some form of health care reform.

After MSNBC host Joe Scarborough late last month cited a Washington Post columnist’s suggestion that Dean had “lost his mind,” Dean shot back, “Those are also the same people who said I didn’t know what I was talking about when I said we shouldn’t get into Iraq, when our party caved in on that issue six years ago.”

On NBC’s “Meet the Press” last month, Dean said that the left has “been very disappointed” by the Senate’s shelving proposals for a government-run health insurance plan. “We don’t think that there has been much fight in the White House for that,” Dean charged, asserting that the Senate bill falls well short of the type of reform Obama promised during his campaign and could make an already difficult Democratic 2010 election cycle even harder.

DFA could help make the 2010 election cycle a bloody one for Democrats, since it plans to support primary challenges to Democratic incumbents it deems insufficiently supportive of the public option, said Jim Dean, adding, “I’m not going to name names right now, but there are some actors in this who the Party and the country would be better off without.”

Additionally, Trippi said DFA could serve as a vehicle to help launch a future Howard Dean campaign by paying for staff and travel. Though he rejected the Netroots-stoked speculation that Dean would challenge Obama in a 2012 Democratic primary, Trippi asserted a 2016 Dean presidential run is not all that far-fetched.

Dean would turn 68 just after election day in 2016.

“A lot of establishment people might laugh at that, but there’s angst in the progressive wing of the party, and it matters that Howard Dean is emerging as the leading voice of that angst,” said Trippi. “It could matter on a number of other issues, and it could lead to another Howard Dean campaign for president,” said Trippi, who had a falling out with his old boss toward the end of the campaign but would not rule out signing on to a Dean 2016 campaign.

“There’s a real chance that if progressives feel at the end of the Obama era that there wasn’t enough movement on issues they care about, then somebody will emerge out of the progressive wing of the Party as a leading contender. If you follow that logic, then you have to conclude that it could be Howard Dean.”

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31
Dec

A final 2009 post as I make room for 2010

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What to write about that would lend itself to something worthy enough to describe the sum of the past 364 days of 2009?  I’m looking for a little inspiration to come from this:

It’s actually a pretty good beer.  Can be had at the local Pasadena Trader Joes grocery too.

I’m dwelling a bit on the bitterness of this past year.  We lost someone very special to us in Sam.  Sam was my wife’s companion for 13 years.  Mine for over 10.  Here she is on my 42nd birthday, probably a month before it had become clear she had cancer under her tongue:

She was very special.  A daily touchstone for each of us.  She was her own person but she also took on a living personification of this house’s spirit.  Offering comfort and safety daily.  A living, reacting embodiment of the sanctuary this house has often been when the world was just too much for us.  Somehow she was the reassurance that God was with us and that everything would be alright.

She was the child we don’t have too.  Testing us, loving us.  Always a focus of our attention.  When either of us got home, our first question spoken aloud was “Sammy, where are you?”.  I think it was this anguished question I repeated over and over when she left us – “Where’s my Sammy – where’s my Sammy – Where’s my Sammy”.

Collapsing at the end of the driveway the morning we returned without her – such loss, such grief, that it physically grabbed me and knocked me down.  Coming into our house that morning, a house with 13 years of her everywhere.  Physical remnants in th e form of tufts of hair.  A nail.  Her collar with bell and name tag.  Spiritual remnants in the form of favorite places she would go to.  The gut wrenching memory that only hours ago she was alive and in my presence there, laying in our lap over here, that she had slept beside us back here.  Such loss.  A house gone empty on us.

Our refuge from a world that so often seems so unfriendly and unforgiving – empty.  Where to turn to?  So fragile this existence is.  Will I lose someone else I love another day?

The pain of watching her go through this sickness from April until August with a surgery in between that had little chance of succeeding, that was a big part of our year.  A lot of other parts of our lives came to a halt.

My working life came to a halt too.  From March until September, Kaiser Permanente went through an extended period of layoffs.  700 people gone, slowly.  People with 20 plus years of experience, gone.  So randomly seemingly.  Such loss.  Being at a place that before March, had been something to count on for me and many others.  It too felt empty.  Where to turn to – for my own sense of loss?  Where to turn to – to answer the question, “Why am I still here?”  So fragile this existence is.  Will I lose the financial security of this job another day?

We tried to take a vacation not long after Sam died.  We went to see our good friends, Janny and Pascal.  Here they are:

They live in Switzerland and we hadn’t been to see them since 2004.  They are wonderful friends.  Living in a beautiful country.  I hadn’t had a vacation in 2 years.  So much to look forward to. . . We were there for less than a week.  Maddie had not yet taken in the loss of our Sam and the anxiety that arose from this forced us to return.  I think if we’re honest, there were other factors that caused us to come home disappointingly early.  It was a hard thing to do because we love our friends so dearly and love the experience of being over there.  Another form of loss immediately following another.  The sadness of not having spent the quality time we needed and wanted to with two people we love very much.

Somewhere in these repeated losses, we returned to our faith home, All Saints Episcopal Church here in Pasadena.  I think that’s where we both started to find healing.

Healing enough to adopt these two kittens on Maddie’s birthday, September 25th:

Guinness and Guinevere.   Both found at the Pasadena Humane Society.  He and she have brought something new and old to this house.

In the meantime, Maddie and I found a deepening relationship with our faith community in new ways.  We both joined a prayer shawl ministry.  Yes, I am learning to knit and am over half way there towards completing my first knitted shawl.  We have also involved ourselves with the Pasadena Sister City organization, with particular attention paid to helping get a new sister city in Korea – Paju City.

We have kept up our involvement politically these many months, but even this has had bitter disappointment in the failure of President Obama to lead our nation out of war in the Middle East and into a healthcare reform bill that could have been meaningful reform and true social justice for this nation’s people.

Our last night of 2009 was spent at All Saints fittingly.  Centerpiece to the service was this poem:

The Journey
Above the mountains
the geese turn into
the light again

Painting their
black silhouettes
on an open sky.

Sometimes everything
has to be
inscribed across
the heavens

so you can find
the one line
already written
inside you.

Sometimes it takes
a great sky
to find that

small, bright
and indescribable
wedge of freedom
in your own heart.

Sometimes with
the bones of the black
sticks left when the fire
has gone out

someone has written
something new
in the ashes of your life.

You are not leaving
you are arriving.

~ David Whyte ~
Something new in the ashes of your life….  I don’t feel it’s being melodramatic to spend time here.  It has been a big part of 2009 for the two of us.  We look to 2010 for something new.

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27
Dec

Rainier Beer….and memories.

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I was out and about this holiday weekend and an odd memory popped into my head.  Do any of you know a beer called “Rainier Beer” ?  Here’s a reminder for ya if you don’t:

The memory that popped up was an old commercial for Rainier beer.  It’s such a simple commercial.  It worked I think.

Of course this wouldn’t be a complete post if I didn’t at least include something just a bit more personal (smirk):

Off the subject of the beer commercial completely now, I started taking a closer look at the picture above and just started laughing at myself.  First the perm and puny mustache.   Then the hat!  My God, what a mess I was to even have that thing on my head.  The only sensible thing about it is that it covered up a perm that had long outgrown itself!  Now, look closely at that bookshelf.  That’s what I thought was important to me and said the most about me in that room – laughable!

Sigh….., if only we didn’t have to waste so much time growing up.  Don’t get me wrong.  The impulsiveness and freedom I  suddenly had as college freshman, I wouldn’t have traded for the world.  Doing dumb things like drinking Rainier beer, man memories are made of that (smile).

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17
Dec

Joe Lieberman Must Pay. . .cuz kitties know best.

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I had to laugh last night when I finally got somebody to explain what they meant by “Congrats on CNN” for a comment left on our 30 second video posted on YouTube of our cats. We had posted it a month ago actually on a lark. I was trying to get the kitties in action with the string and the name “Joe Lieberman” just then was mentioned by Keith Olberman on MSNBC. To which my wife, Maddie, reacted in a very passionate way. Where the kitties saw only string, Maddie saw RED and Joe Lieberman. Here’s the video (kitties show up 37 seconds in).

Of course here is the unedited version. Apologies to those with sensitive ears:

I went to bed last night just chuckling as I thought of the different parts of the video. Maddie and I are always looking for ways to voice our concern for peace and social justice issues in this country while motivating our neighbors and community towards action on them. Having this edit of our goofy kitty video show up in a CNN story seemed like a humorous message to us from beyond that we have been heard (the irony being that we have now been heard by 1000’s more people than we ever dreamed of. . . .over a silly kitty video with just a trace of political seriousness). Keeping a sense of humor in these serious times must be important.

UPDATE:

For a serious run-down on why this sham of a Healthcare Reform bill should be killed see this 20 point post here.

The man that inspired Maddie and I into politics (and we will remain involved despite this Democratic Party failure), Howard Dean, has it exactly right, despite being attacked now by President Obama and his administration.   President Obama and the Democratic Party leadership have betrayed us!  They should have stood up for what we elected them to do. . .instead of gaming this issue politically until the healthcare reform bill became nothing but a sham.   They will pay in 2010 and 2012 if this passes as is.

KILL THIS BILL!

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15
Dec

Something nice to drink.

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Nothing incredible to say here but something incredible for me to drink on Sunday mornings now.

What do you get when you combine this:

and this:

and this:

Ladies and gentlemen, I have found my drink of choice.  Some call it an Irish Coffee.  I don’t care what you call it.  It’s just good!

So says I!

and so says Guinness . . . I think!

Posted on a night of immense disappointment with the Democratic Party and President Obama.  When you can’t stand up to this guy here

you have no business running this country – period.  The Democrats and President Obama in particular reinforce the image of Democrats as weak and lacking the courage of their own convictions.  People inately and rightly despise this.   This will only benefit the ignorant, celebrity worshiping, theocratic loving masses who would elect one of these as our next President:

Hard not to despair . . .and so this weekend and tonight, I seek solace in simple things like a good glass mug, whiskey, coffee and finding humor in the midst of it.

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30
Nov

Today – I experienced it

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A person can spend a lot of time in their day worrying about what’s next or what they have or have not accomplished.  I didn’t. . .today.   It was my wife’s choice of music that elicits these thoughts.  I was in the midst of preparing dinner when she suddenly said she had had a song on her mind.  A beautiful sound emanated from the other room – “Today”.  I had never heard it before.  It’s off John Denver’s “An Evening with John Denver” album.

It seemed to sum up my day.  I was feeling present and grateful much of the time.  In case you didn’t know me, that’s unusual.  I was seeing the sunlight glinting off fall-colored leaves.  Watching the the movement of green bushes and their long autumn shadows upon the ground.  Appreciating the work in the yard which occupied much of the afternoon for me.  Smelling the fallen leaves.   Hearing the wind in the trees.  I felt secure in knowing the person that loves me in most amazing ways was nearby.  Present.

Have you heard this song before?  It showcases the incredible poetry and artistry of John Denver.  Give it a listen.

These are the lyrics:

Today, while the blossoms still cling to the vine
Ill taste your strawberries, Ill drink your sweet wine
A million tomorrows shall all pass away
Ere I forget all the joy that is mine, Today

Ill be a dandy, and Ill be a rover
Youll know who I am by the songs that I sing
Ill feast at your table, Ill sleep in your clover
Who cares what the morrow shall bring

Today, while the blossoms still cling to the vine
Ill taste your strawberries, Ill drink your sweet wine
A million tomorrows shall all pass away
Ere I forget all the joy that is mine, Today

I cant be contented with yesterdays glory
I cant live on promises winter to spring
Today is my moment, now is my story
Ill laugh and Ill cry and Ill sing

Today, while the blossoms still cling to the vine
Ill taste your strawberries, Ill drink your sweet wine
A million tomorrows shall all pass away
Ere I forget all the joy that is mine, Today

Today, while the blossoms still cling to the vine
Ill taste your strawberries, Ill drink your sweet wine
A million tomorrows shall all pass away
Ere I forget all the joy that is mine, Today

Words and Music by Randy Sparks

These words and this song’s melody spoke to me as I worked in the kitchen.  I reflected on my own day.  The contentment I felt.  The beauty I was able to appreciate throughout.  It was one long wonderful moment.

These moments of happiness within ordinary days via extraordinary moments make life worth living, don’t they.  Realizing this is a rare thing.  A grace.

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